Teen Gothic

I got to college in my small midwestern town and It literally sucks being goth here I swear. I put on the cure for someone who "listens to everything" and I get weird looks. I decide to actually get dressed up for a day and I get once again WEIRD LOOKS. I like love myself and everything about me and being goth but goddddd I got told going to college and no one will care what you do and how you look but I get here and It like. Anyone else in a small town know how to get over goth stage fright lmao????